I remember clearly like it was just yesterday the sun was out the day was nice and in that very distant you were standing, I can still remember.. but right there and then I knew there was something about you... and I never let the urge settle in my mind, of getting to know you. It was just a crush every girl gets in high school... and normaly leaves. But even with the stories about you're resemblance of a thug it didn't matter to me it still didn't crush my curiosity... Yet it only expanded the horizon, that 'hmm... this boy may have stories to tell...' and yes it was true more than I've ever came close to thinking about. But see it didn't end right there, fate stepped in and we connected. Sitting across from each other in that train ride to Hicksville on our first date, did I think at that moment that I would get that chance in the near days of perhaps being in your arms... feeling what I've never felt before? ...
At times I have/can be silent, remain in a mode... just thoughtless. Figuring out what we've come to, through out time, through the thick and thin, crazy moments downfalls in life and beyond, but I'm feeling it now only to realize that this connection we have is beautiful... and I can only wish that it could've been something we both want, but what ever we do have I treasure it each day, and yes I am aware, reality is there, I understand... but at times I only feel threatened due to the future... or to lose what we have right now... but what can I say... love and the strength of our friendship/relationship has taught me to remain firm and to continue...
But on that day yea... when your hand slowly slipped away from mines, the last touch of your finger tips against mine.. it was our time to part, I did remain strong deep inside because even though many people come and go in our lives, only a few make it to our hearts... and that's where you've engraved your footprints..... despite of who I'm ever with...
