My love

All my life until this day
i never thought id ever say
how much i love this boy i no
with kindness i thought he'd never show
which made me realize who i am
and how i didn't give a dam
about the people i care for
who i thought id never hate more
i tr yd to hide and also forget
the memories that made me upset
for how i used to love this boy
then how i treated him like a toy which made his love go far away and turned to hate until this day as now i finally realize
the pain comes rushing before my eyes
as the boy i love i cannot own,
and even worse i live in his home, when in his arms it feels like haven,
but then i think that boy is Nathan.