Got It Bad.....?

I don't want to admit that I got it bad.
But I know its true cuz when I'm not with this person I'm sad.

I know right now I'm in WAY over my head.
But me being with out him is the one thing I dread.

When I talk to him, for one moment in my life I feel wanted.
And when he ignores me I feel like I wanna be dead.

I don't want to have it bad but I think its too late.
I guess I will just have to except this fait.

But this person is who I want and need the most.
And with out him is like jelly w/o toast.

So do I really got it bad...?
The unsolved thought of this is making me so mad!