Where has my mind gone, what am i thinking,
I smiled so long when yet my heart was dieing.
Why i do this to myself I'll never really know,
The weight of this stress is making me bow.
I'm giving in to the pain, it finally got to me,
Nagging at my soul what took so long to see?
You want to see me hurt? You want to see me bleed?
How bout seeing me die? is that what you need?
I'll grant you that wish, the very las one
The pain is gone it's finally done.