My anger has faded away
The pain is no longer stabbing at me
Instead I feel nothing
My heart beats dully
I no longer care what happens
No longer care what you do
You've hurt me
Yet all I feel is numbness
Toward you,
My life
I no longer have a blood-pounding joy in my soul when I see you
I love you
But all I can see in our future
Is deep sadness and hurt
What am I supposed to do?
I still love you, want you
But I can't take much more of two-faced relationships
I hate this
Not being able to stop the dullness,
The quiet resignation
I no longer feel
