No Reason For Living

I almost didn't get up today,
Whats the reason for living,
When I'm living this way?

When there's nothing that matters
Cause all that does is not mine,
And still when you ask me,
I pretend that I'm fine.

When the one who I want
Doesn't care if I die,
And if I did they'd not guess
That they're the reason why.

I almost didn't get up today,
Whats the reason for living,
When I'm living this way?

When I have to turn up the music
So no-one else hears,
The screams from my heart
And the life-choking tears.

When night becomes day,
And day becomes night,
Cause I don't even notice
When dark turns to light.

So maybe this time its true
There's no reason for living
When its all without you.