Use me again.
it makes no difference anymore.
im just a naked body
sprawled across your bed.
all emotion lost.
just a mindless fxck.
to satisfy your overbearing urges.
ill try to stay quiet this time.
i know you hate it when i cry.
"stupid girl, this is what you want"
"you know i love you. now stay still"
your hand grabs my tense wrists
as i keep my eyes shut tight
waiting to wake up from this
terrible dream.
but i dont.
its a never-ending cycle.
because i live to please you.
