Explode.

I'm about to explode.
full of love for the one that is for me
but she won't take it.
I'm about to explode.
watching abuse physically and verbally
but she won't see it.
I'm about to explode.
will you love me more or just ignore it?
but she can't trust me.
I'm about to explode.
Love swelling up inside with no where else to go.
but she loves her.
I'm about to explode.
i see them everyday together, rubbing it in my face.
but she's not.
I'm about to explode.
she says she loves me, even though she's with her.
but she just doesn't know.
I'm about to explode.
i cant stand that chick always with something to say
but she likes it.
I'm about to explode.
i hate it just hate it because she's supposed to be in love with me.
but she's torn in two.
I'm about to explode.
i miss you terribly, with all of my heart i love you.
but she found someone else.
I'm about to explode.
i don't care, all i want is her, to hold, to love, to be with......forever.
but, but that's what i said last time.
I'm about to explode.
i know Ive changed, i can prove it, i need her now even more than before.
but she doesn't understand.
I'm about to explode.
emotions welling up.
just about to bust.
i punched a wall today.
never thought I'd lose respect for myself.
never thought I'd love someone so much.
never thought....just didn't think.
I'm about to explode. I'm about to explode.
there i go.