Don't Know Myself Anymore

Confusion coursing through me
Overwhelming
Numbness spreading quickly
Paralyzing
Border between reality and just a dream
Fading
Pressure bulding up so fast
Psychotic
Take a look in my heart
What's there?
Don't know myself anymore
Fear
Ongoing internal struggles
Depression
How do I resolve this
Pain

(I know it's not one of my best, but this is how my thoughts were last night....just fragments. I've lost myself and I don't know how to find me again...or my true emotions. Plz vote and comment)