Not done yet....tell me what you think so far

Its 6 am and Im still sittin here
reminicisin on all my dreams
sadly the only thing that came true was my worst fear
losing you is what it seems
it is what it is -cuz its all said and done
its nothing you said itd be
but I cant say i didnt have fun
I know that this isnt all about me
a summer filled with pure bliss
a little heartbreak and no last kiss
its hard cuz i dont think its over
but from what ive heard you dont give a damn
i know that i didnt get this luck from a four leaf clover
cuz i know that you would have never ran