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by Theresa Sep 9, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / other
Im the kid that cries too much Im the girl that thinks life sucks Im the child that never had any friends Im the rebel that never followed any trends Im the one who has big scars Tearing my skin all the shards Knowing that ill never be loved By anyone, no, not one I cry over insults Taking them to heart By the ones i always tried to please From the very start I cry because they hate me They laugh because i care I only wish that they could see How very much i had to share They never knew me from the inside Only of what they could see Ugly, Fat and Shy A perfect target for their funnies I have finally had enough Im tired of acting like im so tough I cant hold it in any longer Their words of hate will finally somber Ill do what ive always wanted Ive thought of it Never taking action I have this red dress For the prom id never go to Ill put it on For everyone So they can see That i can be Unlimited Beauty In my bed My makeup done nice Ill take a real long nap My dress spread out My heels never worn Maybout now, i wont be so trapped I hold a knife Stuck in my heart The blood too red to see In Heaven looking down On those who would miss me If only, if only I were left alone My light and talant Would have shown If only, if only I were given a change They would know how i felt Yes i had feelings Too many at once Sadness, pessamistic, ugly and depressed So many they had not experienced So now theyll know That they went too far They ruined my life They put out my star I cry in Heaven now Because they never understood I thought that they would change for once... But i shouldve known... They never would.