When i was 7 you said good bi to me forever
i didn't no what was happening
dad was on the phone when he got told the bad news
when he was off the phone he told me to come over and sat
me down and told me that you were very sick
i didn't no how to feel as i didn't no you.
i didn't no what to feel as i didn't no you.
about 1 week later the phone rang dad picked up the phone
there was no sound in the room so i went out and saw a weird
look on my dads face as if he was about to cry.
he said to the man on the other side thank you and hanged up the phone.
i asked what was wrong dad sat me down and told me that you had gone
i asked where ?
dad said heaven i ask if it was a bad place
dad go's no it a world
where your mouther has gone i very lovely place.
i asked why did she go there then he told me.
i didn't no how to feel as i didn't no you.
i didn't no who to blame or to hate
i didn't understand why it had to happen to me.
i didn't no what to say when my friends ask me where's your mum?
the only thing i no about you is that when i was 5 we went to the moves to get popcorn
and you were with a man i ask do u still love dad?
you just looked away i looked at the man
and saw a weird look on his face that i didn't like so i ran off.
that day you were wearing a dress with
bright colors.
when i was 11 i went to your grave and put 5 red rose and 3 white ones too
as you like them i look at dad and saw sadness and i went to cuddle him.
i can still see what was on your cross and what it said
it said
Aways And Forever Loved
with a red rose under it.
if i had one wish i would wish you back
there are so many things i need to ask you
why did you have to leave
you were only 34
thats to young.
today i still don't understand what happen to you.
all i no that you are looking over me and dad.
I'm 14 now a young woman finding my way into the world.
but i do no you loved me and always will as my grand mouther said to me
when she was at your bed side you said when you see me next tell lyril
i love her and always will.
R.I.P MUM i alway will love you eve though i ever new you that well
