Gone

Im all alone again
No one around
No one to care.
No one to hold me
when I was scared.
No one to help out
When I needed it the most
No one to joke about
The way I fell on my butt.
I liked the way it use to be
When you were here round the clock.
I waited a very long time
But you never cam again
So I just wonder where you could be.
You were my buddy, my best friend,
My soul mate until the very end.
But you didnt tell me what was wrong
You didnt care how I felt.
Until that faithful day you fell and would not get up.
The doctor said you were gone
But I just did not believe.
Until I saw your face
And I crushed me like you wouldnt believe.
Then I found the note,
That was addressed just for me
It said that you were sick
And didnt want to hurt me.
You had been sick a while
From what the doctor would not say
But you were wrong
I was hurt so much more
You didnt trust me to keep
This secret unknown.