There is no way you'll ever be a little insignificant pebble on the ground. dont you see? you're terribly missed over here. so many people love you. just look on myspace youre on countless of people's top 8 list, and you had so many merry x-mas comments last year i freaking lost count. dont be like me, dont think like me, dont become me, you're nowhere near a level that low. in other words, yes, i say you are a better person. more selfless/caring, intelligent/taught better, and gifted/talented. even before you were a Christian you were a more beautiful person than me on the inside and out. dont sink to a level of low self-esteem and significance anywhere near me. i dont plan on dragging anyone down. not you, because that would be a waste of a good person, which apparently is what this pitiful world needs more of.

Do you really feel that way...

Dont slip away cassya..dont let the feeling slip away. remember. its only temporary. things will get better. promise. there will be a day, a day when all you ever hoped for comes true, stay strong.