I'm embarrassed to say,
but my head hasn't stopped acheing,
and I don't understand why,
but I can't make myself stop shaking.
my eyes sting,
to many fears came true,
I never forgot a thing,
not of what I was made to believe could come true.
my heart beat's weak,
my tongues tied,
I can't remember how to speak,
not since I found how people have lied.
my hope began to run out,
my head has hung in shame,
nothing in my mind, just doubt.
I still don't know who to blame.
my appearance has become a mess,
maybe I believed people wouldn't care again,
baby, there's so much stress
I still look up in hope now and then.
everythings colorless,
not much beauty to life anymore,
but sometimes I couldn't care much less,
I just need to measure how much of this my body can store.
