Help

Help!
someone please help me
I don't want to hurt anymore...
I scream louder but no one answers
I can't stop myself
the pain is so real

I take the knife and begin to cry
please help me
I don't want to die
I want move on
why can't you see
please somebody help me

spinning in circles
one slash two
all this trying to call for you
please answer me now
I don't want to do this

crying to the pain
blood pouring out of my veins
is this the end
am I out of the game
the game called life
you know what I mean
the one I can never win
so I scream and scream

The pain increases
as the knife strikes my arm
I hear an alarm
trying to call me back
but I just can't stop
self control is what I lack

5 in the morning I wake up in horror
the deed is done
the nightmare is over
I look at my arms
scratched and cut
the pain pierces through my veins
its making me go insane

I decide to end this
I don't want to do this anymore
one more cut and I fall to the floor

People that read this make think I'm stupid
but you never suffered the pain that I did
I don't care what you think
I'm already gone
Tell everyone that I love them
but I just couldn't go on