you know those little things that never matterd to much, the things you didnt start thinking about untill things got all messed up then you realize, its not just the way he makes you feel, but the way he says your name, tells you your beautiful, wispers in your ear, HOLDS YOUR HAND like not anything in this world can tare you apart =[ , says i love you with meaning in his eyes, && just the way you can REALLY be yourself around him. its funny how you never start to think of all that stuff untill you realized what you lost, those are the kind of things that keep you holding on, the things that wont let you let go. its hard to say goodbye to missed memories, so forgive me for holding on, although i\'m trying to let go. && now just a simple look can kill you, it can ruin your whole day, && that feeling you get in your stomach when something goes wrong, well now that feeling never goes away, && now you wish you could of saw what was in front of you, when it WAS their.
