Can i have you without having you?
can i say i love you without actually loving you?
can i kiss you without you kissing back?
can i feel for you without getting hurt?
i don't want you, but I'd be jealous if you were with someone else. i know it's hard not to kiss my angel lips, but when i say no, why can't you just not push.
i don't like games, but i play you and you don't even notice. i tried to keep myself far from you, so i wouldn't get hurt, but we still have things between us that makes my heart flutter. do i hurt you by telling you i don't have that feeling anymore. or do i try to fight it? making our love a chore. but i don't want to slowly start to hate you. want you to stay, i want you to leave. i don't even know, so don't ask me to say it please.
my heart is still sore from the lies of previous relationships gone down the drain. everybody likes to leave me standing on the lonely street corner of reality, and my heart still feels numb with pain.
i'm sorry i had to be confused with you. cause i try to tell myself you're such a great person, you would never hurt me, then somethin reminds me that that's how i felt about the last one. how do you tell someone you're scared to love them? i mean, i'm suppose to love you undenibly, right? you're my boyfriend.
