Cover Up

Those smiles you see
& that laughter you hear
She makes that all up
To keep people near
You think she's so happy
But when you're not around
There's nothing but tears falling down
The pain is becoming to much
So the razor becomes a must
She has had all she can handle
She has bared all the pain that she could
So she takes the razor
And as she watches
her life fall from her wrists
She writes a letter
Saying this
I faked one to many smiles
I faked one to many laughs
I am breaking in half
As I'm screaming silent screams
Now you know what i really am
Now you know what you wished you knew
Now I am sitting hear fading away
Waiting for my pain to go away