I thought

I thought I wouldn't miss him
And I swear I would never love again
But it seems like all I do
Is just sit and think of him

Its so hard to take the memories away
Because they are all in my heart
And just knowing the fact I have to let them go
Just breaks me apart

All those times we spent together
All the moments we shared
I really thought deep down
That he really cared

And in the end I was the one
That was wrong like always
And just that fact
That he never did call me

I should have knew deep down
To leave him right away
But my heart kept saying no
Like it wanted him to stay

And the more I tried to run away
I just couldn't let him go
Because I love that boy so much
But no one will ever know

And the more I think of him
The more I start to cry
And I want to let him go
I don't know why

I don't know why I cry
When I want to let him go
I just love him so much
And he doesn't even know