Truth

No one's ever there for me
They think that I'm ok
But this plastered smile on my face
Is starting to break away

I try to look on the bright side
But my days are no longer bright
Filled with dark and gloomy skies
I try with all my might

I want to see that wonderful sky
Shining it's beautiful blue
I fail to see its happiness
I want to blame it all on you

Everything I do
You're always one step ahead
Everyone likes her more
It's best if I were dead

I try to be strong
But no one's ever there
They always leave me hanging
No one's ever cared

I try to live up to you
But I'm always left behind
Everyone says your perfect
They never take me to mind

I'm always strong for you
I wish you could do the same
But you only look out for yourself
Smiling, as if it's a game

Games have rules
But never end up fair
You've always gotten everything
But you never seem to care

You're hurtful and cruel
To people all around
They don't seem to notice
As you push them to the ground

You think your being funny
Like it's a joke
I put on a smile
But I'm beginning to choke

I watch you push others around
The ones that you don't know
For they'll never see you again
I didn't think you'd sink that low

I want to scream to you
To get it through your mind
But you'd just push me aside
Leaving me behind

I don't see how it could hurt me
But it always seems to
You know I'll come crawling back
I don't know what to do

Am I so weak that I need you?
To always be by my side?
From now on I'll be stronger
I wouldn't listen to all your lies

But I know I'm just lying to myself
As I walk right behind you
I can't speak up for myself
Silence will just have to do

I say one day that I'll be strong
And maybe that is true
But maybe I'm just lying again
For I'm still right behind you

I could never tell you the truth
You wouldn't expect it from me
So I keep it to myself
The truth you'll never see

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