Though it's been a year already,
I still can't seem to get over it.
After he left me,
My puzzle pieces didn't fit.
He got a new girlfriend,
One that he truly seems to love.
I'm just another friend,
And she's his angel from above.
He still had my digits,
And I asked him why.
He didn't even fidget,
Or bother to lie.
Simply told me,
Like he didn't care if I was hurt.
"Because I'm too lazy,"
And I felt like dirt.
Now he won't hug me anymore,
But he'll hug every other girl.
He treats me so different from before,
Ever since she became his whole world.
Every night, I seem to cry,
And can't stop thinking of suicide.
Wanting to die, I can't deny.
Because that's what I truly feel inside.
Tell me, boy,
Do you ever miss me?
Was I just another toy,
Or did you really feel we were meant to be?
Please tell me,
That I'm not insane.
Just admit it,
You're the one that put me on Suicide Lane.
If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't have cried for this long.
I wouldn't wanna kill myself,
Simply from hearing our song.
Do me a big favor,
And stop talking about her all the time.
I don't need to know so much about her,
And that she's the only girl on your mind.
I'm sick and tired of you talking,
Why don't you just shut up,
And keep walking?
Cause I don't know what's up.
Your attitude is crap.
Just find your way out of my life,
God, do you need a map?
Stop bringing me all this strife.
Don't act like you can't tell,
I know how experienced you are.
You're the one that made me fall,
And took me into love, too far.
So just walk our the door,
You act like you don't know what this is about.
Don't kiss up to me anymore,
Cause I'll gladly see you out.
[c] 2O06 Mindy Huang
