The deeper i look into those eyes in that last picture i have of you, i realize what a fool i was, for everything. everything was thrown away for nothing. and now I'm sitting here, alone and cold, thinking about what might've been, what would've been, what should've been. but i had to screw it up for the both of us. what happened that day sticks in my mind like a dagger in a wall. i cant concentrate because that day will play through my head for all of eternity. and not a day goes by when i dont think back and see what i could've avoided to save our relationship. but, i cant fix what happened now, so here i sit, thinking about what i could do to make things right for us once again. until then...
