Anesthetic Way

My sanity is wearing thin
I am so lost within
My thoughts are full of doubt
I need to find a way out
Emotions float around my mid
Answers and exits are harder to find
Every word I speak seems to be a lie
And the guilt from it is making me cry
My secrets are overwhelming me
One day I hope to be free
That day I'll finally smile
It sure has been a while
No more confusion or hate
When I reach my final fate
I'll finally escape on that day
Inan anesthetic way