Now that your gone

When i first met you -- i wanted you
when you were with her -- i loved you
when i looked at you -- i needed you
&& when i finally had you -- i didnt care

and now that your gone, its started all over again, but this time i know ill never get you back && all i can do is try to make myslef hate you, because thats all you can do to get over the person that means the world to you -- even though they already moved on

* not really a poem, but its expressing how i feel righ now