I don't know what to do, I don't know who to be when I'm left to die and rot all alone.
And when I shout and scream for help, I'm getting pushed down again
Just leave me to be the person I am, let the fire burn inside of me
But what can I do I'm pouring down with tears and I'm calling out to anyone
For someone real but I can't even love nor live, run and be
Stop trapping me in this house, this house which is now not even my home anymore but a fear to me
A fear to me of which I'm imprisoned and all I know
And I close my eyes searching for happiness, I cannot find it
I cannot find the truth of why I'm here
But I'm called mad for being someone who speaks the truth
Mad for knowing and seeing the truth for trying to confront someone
But I'm said to be mad because the truth is only what you wish to hear not what is real
The feelings I'm feeling and going through is what you want it to be not whats in the heart
My breaking heart, my breaking soul of which I wish would be free then taken by you
Help me please, save me from this cruelty
No one listening, no one hears it
Everyones to blind to see the truth, to fooled by the words of yours
But if you listen hard you'll see deep inside the words are just cold and numb
I don't want the money or the luxury anymore; I've seen the other world
I've seen their pain, I know others suffer
But some of the less fortunate have love, have a family to comfort
The love isn't here, only selfishness and greed
Only screams and shouts and robots
Just you taking it all from us
Love is the most powerful force but your selfishness has broken it all
And I'm left to bleed alone
When I won't give in to you I know I'm being true
And I know a few more years I'll be on my own and I'll find happiness
But when I'm gone who will fight?
I fear you'll break them all more then you have
I just want to speak out for you to stop pushing them around
Look into his eyes, see the pain you're causing, you're selfish and ignorant
It has to be about you
Yet they are too afraid of the evil deep inside of you
My tears do pour but at least I have a mind of my own
You haven't poisoned it
Just remember when its time for you
You'll be the one rotting alone in a world of hate where pleading for forgiveness won't undo your sins
What goes around comes around!
