My rules

by Natasha   Sep 10, 2006


Who said that we had to follow the same path?
That we had to follow the rules, the rules that are not ours
I want to know who I am; I don’t want to be the usual
To be like everyone else with no name or identity,
I want to know my truth

As I walk toto wardsy mirror
I look deep into the eyes of my dark stranger who’s trying to escape
He’s stuck inside for all his lies
He used to reach out to me, he showed me the world
He brought out my all from deep inside the hate of me
Just to finally understand where I belong

Screaming till my voice breaks
Crying till my tears stop
When everything is useless till I met the one
Who said I was amazing but then he evaporated
He said it would be forever
It started with a connection we couldncouldish for you took my heart and I knew I had yours
It wandered in my body, it wandered in my mind
Having you, having me I didn’t kknowhow not to be

The rules changed to my rules, you brought me to a place I wanted to be
I wanted to stay in your arms till the sky fell
Your angel wings turned black, the features began to fall
Our worlds were changing, you were changing
The rose you gave to me began to die
You were drifting apart and I tried to tie a string to you so I could never loose you

When I look into the mirror I look into your eyes I know they’re saying sorry if only I could let you out
The lies tangled you up and brought you there and there’s nothing I could do
But look at you and cry for you as I’m still in love with you
I never got to find myself it was you who brought me out from my shell

It was you who said I was beautiful and told me to pursue my dreams
Thanks to you I found myself again from all the hate I thought I had
When I found the beauty in me instead
I’m stronger now and I’m living without you
If only if you could wander with me
Your lies are with you

I’m letting you free I hope the lies will untangle you
I smash the mirror onto the ground only to hear a scream
Smoke and a soul flowing higher into the sky
And a smile appears onto my face
As I continue my long journey in life
It’s my rules

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