I'm the weak you say you hate,
unstable and unbalance.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted.
Scared by my own mind,
I can't control my actions or the damaging dreams.
I really did try to change
be strong like you so unafraid
but I cant lie to you
and say I'm the girl in the mirror
i know I'm not.
only a reflection of the pain and scars
let out from inside of me.
all hope drained and love solid ice.
there is no hope
just burn it out with a broken lighter.
crying from the disappointment of the outside.
this is all because of you
you did this to me with your hold you have over me.
never again will you
one slice of the blade and its bye bye world.
maybe i should prolong it make me suffer like you would have done
cut of my arms and legs watch my bleeding eyes rain a crimson waterfall
I'm to weak to be strong
I'll beg and plead for it all to end and
watch the joy of my pain smear across you're face
I once needed to feel.
am I dead or so emotionless I've stopped all feeling?
