There's nothing real here
an empty shell,
dying soul.
I hate who I am
and who I'm not.
I want to smile
and feel emotion
I lost so long ago.
I'll fake a person
make you believe I'm her
the lie you want to see.
You'll never see the blade,
or the blood I shed.
I'm crying and you can't see
I'm dying here in front of you.
I tried to hold on
but the last thread broke
making me fall through this pain
I try so hard to be strong
but this emotions to much.
I'm suffocating under pressure
nothing to east the wait
For death I want....
I need.
