You

You know that you hurt me
every time you scream my name
it isn't enough to see me cry
watching as i push harder on the edge
I'm a hopeless case to you
to everyone around me.
For once I wish it would end
the staring, dirty looks
I can't help it,I can't help this...
My smiles are fading
turning into nothing just like me
is it meant to be this way?
my purpose in life?...
It hurts so much to feel this
I'll scream and scream
and still the darkness suffocates me
Please! please! stop the punishment
I can't cry anymore
I'm sorry I'm different
I'm sorry I feel things different
I'm sorry I'm me.
But you won't forgive me....
You'll push me over,
such a beautiful cliff
waves crashing at the bottom
there will be my sanctuary
my happiness...
Will never last when you grabbed my arm
You're putting me through more pain
Torture doesn't have to be physical
I can still feel inside my head
though I try to block it all out
Why can't I take my life
take it away from here
away from you
Nothing you do matters anymore
When I'm gone you'll forget
Dream of emptiness turning into me
haunting images of when I left
still inside your mind
When I'm gone you'll forget
your sub conscience will show you what you did,
every night when you dream of me.
Eyes bleeding out the pain so real
you'll cry and scream for me.
Then it will be you
who begs my forgiveness
Pleading and begging to me
but when it comes it will be to late
for a happy ending
When I'm gone you'll leave to
No more dreams of sorrow
Painfully death or silent screams
we'll die together and still be held apart
why are you only my reflection
you know how I feel and still,
still you taunt me like a child
They all want you
but instead they don't have me.