I am so sorry

I am sorry that i lied and I'm sorry i hurt you
that's the last thing i ever wanted to do
i am so sorry i couldn't be content
i didn't realize how much your love meant

i took your words for granted, something I'll always regret
i never knew it would end like this
when we first met

i opened up but felt unsure
but u were always there to reassure
now ur gone and i am all alone
so i quietly sob and live on my own

I'm sorry i told you things
that i couldn't carry through
i am so sorry that i made it seem
like i had better things to do

i can't tell you how regretful i am
for all the things i did to our love
but now will you hear me out please,
before i lose what i always dreamt of

i can apologize for days on end
but that won't fix the hearts i broke
for when i hurt you i also hurt myself
now on my bitter words i will choke