Broken

It wasn't my choice to fall in love
but now that I'm in i want out
it tears me up inside
and just tears me apart

i can look at you and honestly say
that i have fallen head over heels
i know i never said this
but tonight my heart will all reveal

ill start with all the pain
that i have been threw each day
i don't even know how to explain
theres just so much to say

people say love is pain
but i never imagined that it would hurt this bad
i wanna just go back
to what i once had

to the point where i was happy
and rarely shed a tear
if only i could
go back only one year

id be so much more happy
never have to worry
about where you are, or what your doing
or who the fu** your screwing

you always ask me if i trust you
and i reply i don't
you tell me to at least try
and no, honestly i wont

i say that i love you
and i really really do
but theres so much pain involved
when you say i love you too

i wish you wouldn't be so sketchy
with everything you do
but nothing ever changes
you will always be you.

you never will change
as hard as you may try
this heart will never heal
and i will always cry

i want to be able to tell you
that I'm so crazy about everything you do
but if i truly said that
id be lying to you

Ive been with your for a while now
and i loved you everyday
but since you've broken me apart
theres not much more i can say.

so I'm walking away now
so i don't have to feel this shit
life's so much easier
without this bullshit

so I'm walking away forever
and leaving you with a smile
with my broken heart on the floor
lying in a pile