Different things

Theres things you should know and things i should show but in ways i think it will hurt you.I wanna read you my poems but you turn away and say things that will hurt me.

Yea u know i miss my grandpa i go off and do stupid things but hey i am kid and all of him i have are stupid rings.

Why do i end up with the worst of friends and why to they hate me like you?

Do you really think i like it here?
Why don't you kiss my one and only tear? I feel things I'm a person cant you see the blood as a fall to the ground.

No it doesn't hurt and yea I'm your sibling but i look up to you your my bro.
Its offensive and scary and i hold on to you when dad calls mom a h.o.e

why cant i tell him it isn't true and why wont he hold on to you.
i think things are different i think things you don't but hey I'm your sister we do always disagree
I think......

Are we normal and is it normal that you strike me it doesn't hurt but my heart is already worn.

My life is torn and I'm already dead so........go ahead.