It was 2 in a half months we were together,
Its been 6 months since we broke up,
And I'm still here thinking bout you,
I dunno why cause i have a guy who treats me right,
But each night as i drift off to sleep,
its you who slowly creeps,
You were the first one who did anything to be wit me,
you were always awaiting for me every chance you got,
You were constantly there you annoyed me like hell,
But it drove me crazy when you weren't there,
You were the first guy to take it slow,
And not pressure me into things I didn't want to do,
You waited for a week to get that first kiss,
You were the first guy to tell me i was beautiful and to wear my hair up cause it looked sexy,
You were the first guy who held me tight like he never wanted to let go,
Who had the look in hes eyes like he'd always be there,
You were the first guy who protected me like no other,
Saw a group of guys and wouldn't let me walk alone ,
over protective at times but let me know it was cause he cared so much,
You were the first guy who surprised me with flowers at school,
Who went out of his way to write me love letters, and send me messages and pictures to show how you felt,
You were the first guy who would wake up 7 in the morning on weekends, holidays, through blizzards, any weather just to walk me home from my practices, never had to ask you always offered,
you showed up to every single one of my games,
Just to spend some time,
You were the first guy to make me laugh each and every day,
The first guy who showed me how to forget my past and give love another chance,
The first guy to show me not all guys are jerks, the first guy who got me to love wit all my heart,
The first guy who opened a window to my soul, You showed me how much you loved me,
It seems so never ending,
Your the first guy who will always have a place in my heart,
your the fist guy who keeps me reminiscing like a fool,
But you are also the first guy to break my heart in 2,
The first guy to feed my love with your lies,
I wasn't always sure you were cheating,
but you were the first guy who made me unsure of the rumors,
and got me to believe him over anyone,
still to this day I'm unsure you ever really cheated,
B/c the look in your eyes and the way you were crazy bout me the way you were always there made it seem i was the only one,
And i believe I was cause when i accused you of cheating you showed those girls you were mine,
But some of the rumors all fit together,
But chunks are missing,
And it was how you always showed your lover for me,
You are the first guy i will always love,
B/c you were my first to show me love truly exist,
You were the first guy who didn't have to speak cause we always knew it was right,
you are the first guy who showed me so much and the first guy who will always have a place in my heart not matter what.
