Haunting Memory

Still these thoughts haunt me even after the break.

I cant rid this pain which was all a big mistake.

You lied to my face with no guilt nor no soul.

you left me here to rot inside my empty hole.

Under a stone I hide from all the tears you made.

Still waiting for the truth you discretely shade.

You destroyed me inside while these paper tears shed so fragile they were as I freely bled.

Running down my face are the scars you put in place, taking all i ever had and with it you slowly erased.

I wish for all the confusion gone as to why you caused such pain.

I'm questioning whatever there was you thought there was to gain.

My mouth is sewn shut with nothing to speak.

Inside I'm rotting with a life too weak.

Drowning in this sorrow, I want to lay down and cry.

But these flashbacks are too much for me i just want to slowly die.

you wont go away inside my mind you silently creep.

I'm digging a hole though now so you will finally sleep.

This grave I lay before me with hands of blood and shame.

They'll end this tormenting darkness that reminds me of all this pain.

I cannot stand the voices that scar this empty shell.

Burning from within I'm a walking torment of hell.

Wrapped up in skin and wasted in disgust.

Like corroded dreams that seem to turn to dust.

Forgotten memories yet this one still stands.

The only one i wish to rid its something ill never understand

This memory is a nightmare that never ends through time.

Second after second my reality is entwined.

With something i cannot grasp in which it kills me so.
Danielle I really hate you i wish you would just go.

I want to forget all the pain you've put me through and every lie you told with glee you've put me in this abyss of ongoing misery.

But as I count the days that torture me so well.

I realize karmas real and it will bring you hell.