Your words hit me like an knife through my heart.
as i read what you wrote, i felt my heart break in two, the tears rolling down my face.
it depressed me.
knowing that she can cuddle you, kiss you and tell you that she loves you.
these thoughts alone make me ache.
they are everything i want.
i want to kiss you.
to hug you, hold you and comfort you.
i want to whisper those words to you.
after all i have been through,
all the pain.
i still love you.