Suicidal masquerade

How much of this is real?
none of it seems to be alive.
they're all fading.. blurring away
nothing is clear or flowing anymore
they all just disappeared into the darkness
and drifted away into an empty soul
an empty soul that is already dead
never coming back to life.
decaying into the beautiful dirt
the morbid soul of this child.
can no longer be happy..
she brings sadness among others
but mainly among herself...
she loves the pain of others..
seeing them hurt. watching them die
nothing to save their pathetic lives
just to scream in agony and pray they'll live..
but of course they wont,
for she has destroyed their unworthy bodies...
while she walks away.. waiting for another empty soul to pass by.
another soul for her to destroy and cause to collapse into their own suicidal masquerade..