Questions

As I sit here and ponder
I think of the all the nights
All the days you held me tight
How you’d never let me out of your sight

The days full of laughter
The nights full of passion
The weeks full of tears
Running to you with all my fears

Trying to work out what’s best
And what it is I need
What it is I feel?
Or if it’s even real

Is this happiness?
Crying all the time
Searching for a smile
Laying on the cold wet tile

Is this right?
The feelings I feel inside
Is this true
Or is it true you lied?

Should I let it go?
Or hold on tight
Search for happiness
And for you ill fight

Or if I let it go
Move on to something new
Search for the bright light
So I can sleep at night.