Bringing me to higher ground,
my feet don't dare make a sound,
watching my world of glass shatter all around, this fragile place in which I abide
take one good look deep inside,
wipe away the dust gathered on this place where I hide,
do you even really see me?
who is me anymore? walking on thin glass no longer sandy shores,
wondering to where childhood has flown by? to be happy is there a point any longer even to try?
they all crush any hope, as constantly they whine and grope to take away the last ounce of joy broken thoughts aren't a toy
journeying into a distant land, holding only to my saviors hand,
loosing my grip on reality, places vague no longer can you see
lost memories begin to fade as into the dusk I begin to wade, loosing my one and only direction, to this world my last connection
carefully lay down my head upon sweet dreams non-existant bed, drifting into restless sleep, into my dreams uncertainty creeps
longing just for another chance,
cascading sorrow is in hearts last glance, looking for the major flaw.
that brought about such perfect dreaded claws, of hate and condemnation, needing now some respiration
dreamy figures moving dim,
all of reality begins to swim,
daily happenings such a blur,
no longer blissful thoughts of sweet demur
such bitter tears for no apparent fault, tipping the scales spilling the salt, woes of the past lost in cloudy skies as so confusedly my life drifts by
knowing theres only one way out,
hopeful prayers whispered no earnestness without, on my knees grasping for grace,begging only to see my saviors face
such dismal confusion crowding my mind, no unbelief but belief far behind, so much worry, drained of energy, to much drama, no time to ask me
what do I really want in life? dropping aside all its strife and asking myself and begging God to show me in which direction would He have me plod
because right now it doesn't seem like its moving any faster, right now I'm heading for certain disaster, raging down a course at top speed
begging God even to let my heart bleed to let me actually let go of all this ridiculous sorrow, bringing down mind body spirit and soul, constantly joy at a lull
of my heart I'm loosing control, to love unconditionally is becoming a foreign concept in a whole, now please bring me back to Your innocence, somehow letting go of all the back round music
anyway Lord I'm up for it, just please keep safe these people I love, never let anyone cry over me, I think that would be the final drop in the hat
the last coo of a faltering dove
the thing to make me die inside that I could inflict pain, I'm begging pour down protection on everyone, on me please pour down Your cleansing rain because everything is driving me insane, and pretty soon from running away I won't know how to refrain.
