Why am I trying to get through this?
If deep inside I know that no one cares...
My eyes are filled with sadness,
and sorrow is all that my heart wears.
I forgot what it feels like to smile,
to run to someone you love dear ...
to feel your heart skip those beats of joy,
and know that I have someone near.
Why am I trying to get through this?
If I know that this will only get worse...
It feels like I'm living right in hell,
its like I'm living in a curse.
I try to find at least one simple reason,
to try and not to give up...
but I failed at so many things already,
that the negativity builds up.
Why am I trying to get through this?
this answer I cannot find...
and Its killing me already,
Its messing up my mind.
I'm slowly getting weaker,
but I'm still trying to survive...
even though I'm just helpless,
even though I'm dying inside.
