My love and my best friend

I have a secret
I keep from the man i love
of the boy that came to guard me
he fell from the heavens above

this boy i would not rather
though he has my heart
i love my boyfriend very much
nothing could tear us apart

this boy i have known for many years
we've help each other through so much strife
he was always there
the one who made me drop the knife

though my love and i are together now
i know it wasn't meant to be
for this boy is my soul mate
the one who completes me

and when we go to heaven
i know he's the one to spend eternity
this is true love
a story of meant to Be's

and though we are not together
to each other we always belong
for are love is pure
i don't see how it could be wrong

time and distances tears us apart
this won't always be true
but until then here i am
unaware of the right thing to do

this boy is my soul mate
my boyfriend my love
i long to be free
and fly like the dove

to my boyfriend i love you
but i think we are just killing time
to my soul mate i want you
can't wait until your MINE