What do i do

Broken hearted and let down,
all u gain is broken smiles & frowns,
not knowin the atmost truth,
thinkin back to my youth,
i was broken hearted back then 2,
now why is it by u,
put the clues together as they link,
what do i do from here,
the future so fuzy & so unclear,
stay broken but glued together,
or let the peieces blow away in the weather,
what should i say,
its not supposed to be this way,
forget what i felt & thought,
cuz u brought it back as my fault,
so what do i really do,
when it comes to me &u?