Not Now

I often speak with i love yous

i often feel that i hate you

taken to a place were I'm twisted and turned

and now i`ve taken what i have learned

its burned in to my sanity

lets speak without profanity

i keep my thoughts into secrecy

now i feel the intensity

thats in her tummy

its a little funny

as i dream for my baby

i think to my self maybe

this time will be different

it suppose to be better

i can feel my eyes get wetter

i lay here in sadness

i know i`ll get past this!