Close your eyes, and it all becomes real.
Be aware, it's your turn to deal.
What do you end up with, the good or the bad?
The cards you've been dealt makes me so sad.
I can't hear the noises.
There's too much going on in my head.
And I can tell you everything that's been said.
I remember the moment, it was when my heart broke.
But now I'm up. I've finally woke.
My whole life I've been sleeping, not aware of what's going on around me.
Then time stopped, and I finally saw.
I was the only one who needed me.
Then I fell to my knees, and I let the pain in.
Since then, I couldn't tell you where I've been.
And now I'm here on my own.
Once again, I'm facing this alone.
And I can't see the light. I feel like I've lost the fight.
And maybe now I can say how it feels,
To know what it's like to finally be real.
I don't know where it's coming from,
All the things going on inside of me.
'Cause nothing makes sense.
Sometimes I feel like I've lost my sight.
I feel like the truth is something I can never see.
And once again, it's not easy being me.
