The truth is i wasnt supposed to fall this hard, i was supposed to beable to pick myself back up, i wasnt supposed to love you, i wasnt supposed to care, i\'m not supposed to wish every night that you were here. i love you ya no, more then anything. it doesnt matter now, i should of said it when it did, i should of cared more, i never thought i knew what love was, untill i met you ya no, you picked me up when i was down, you helped me && made things feel so rite, since you been gone things honistly havent been the same, ppl are starting to tell that things arent just well, i dont want to be here in hell, i want to be okay, seems that each && everyday i been hurting a little more, i think i just need you, alot i guess, i juss keep thinking about mempories, their starting to fade now although their still their, i cant help but think i wish we had more. i cant keep dwelling on the past but its always on my mind, i dont know what else to do its just soo hard, i\'m not alrite, i;m not okay, i miss you && i dunoo what to do.
