Tonight I want to just say “f**k it allâ€
I was on my own feet til you made me fall
Feeling so empty inside
And all of it I have to hide
Not knowing what is next
Thoughts have me so perplexed
I thought my actions were right
But before my eyes, day turned to night
All my thoughts of joy have disappeared
When my heart, your words, pierced
Don’t look at me now, please don’t stare
In this world, I no longer care
I have no heart for it was ripped from my chest
I’ll stand behind you though; you know what’s best.
With every second I am gasping to breathe
All of this pain I can’t seem to conceive
You gave me hope only to take it away
And still you, I’ll love always
How is it fair? How is it right?
Why must we always fight?
I follow my heart... and my head
But sometimes I think I’d be better off dead.
No pain, no tears... no sorrow
Only the promise of no tomorrow
Sometimes I wish I could vanish
To not exist at all is my greatest wish
Nobody understands why
I love the person who makes me cry
But they don’t get it
All they see is this bulls**t.
They don’t see the greatness I do,
They don’t see the better side of you.
I see that when I look at your face.
The love I feel takes me away from this place
To a better promise of life,
To dreams of becoming your wife,
To spending eternity with the one I love best;
The guy who’s better than all of the rest,
The one I love truly more than life itself.
But now our tale is just shoved upon a shelf
Never to see the light of day again
And I still wonder what will happen...
True love never dies
It doesn’t judge nor hate and never lies
So when I say that I’m sorry and I love you
That my heart’s always been true,
I mean that from the depths of my soul
And you’re what I need to be whole.
Take that however you want to
Even though I know you’re through
These last words must be said
I have to remove them from my head
They eat at my soul
Until I seem to lose control
The pain overbears it all
And again I start to fall...
