A Little Lost

When you look into my eyes,
All i feel is dispise.
I can not help the way I feel,
For I am still trying to heal.
How could this happen to little me?
Now all I want is to be free.
I only show feelings which are inevitable,
For those people who are unforgiveable.
I am losing all ground,
And all my thoughts are so profound.
All of his lies,
Are hopelessly eating me inside.
Everyone said it would get better,
But my feelings have been here forever.
Not knowing or finding an other way,
To make the scars go away.