104: I'm Getting Nowhere Fast

To Me Its Like
If I Have No Meaning In Life Anymore
I Have Nothing
I Am Nothing
I Have Done Nothing
But Sit Back And Watch Myself Get No Where
I Feel Like Shit All The Time
I Try To Drown Out My Problems But No More
There Slowly Coming Out
In Some Form
From Back Then When
I Was Hit And Yelled At
Treated Like Shit
I Bottled It Up
And Neglected Myself From The World
Trapped My Self From All
Escaping From The Real World
By Games And Music
But That Can Only Go So Far
And Now I Try To Get School Over With
To Try To Get Somewhere In My Life
But I Feel Nothing Now
And I Have Given Up On All
I Couldn't Care Less Anymore
To See Myself Like This Kills Me
To Think Just To End My Miserable Life
How Easy It Really Would Be
Or With Some Slim Chance
That I Would Fall In Love
And Never Need Pills Or My Knife
That's The One Thing I Wish For
More Then Anything Else In This Life...