A memory I can't erase.

All the pain,all my time,
drown it down with blood-red wine,
lets start over,make a menz,
but you tore me open and split the ends.
Just when I thought the wound would heal,
you break it up and make me feel,
I buried it down deep inside,
and ran away so i could hide.
I poured my heart out a thousand times,
maybe I just didn't see the signs,
and now i burn by candlelight,
praying that I will fail tonight.
I cried in sorrow,for I had lost,
something dear, I payed the cost,
breaking down each time i see,
my love with someone apart from me.