Coping with every day pain

Every day i go through pain.
every day its all the same.
every day i pray for change.
my life is hard and no one cares.
i go through problems and no ones there.
no ones there to help me through.
sometimes i just don't know what to do.
the only one who can help my life.
is the good green shit you smoke from a pipe.
i wonder how my life would be if i couldn't smoke my weed.
if i didn't have weed i think there would be no me.
weed helps me get away from my every day pain.
and yet every day its all the same.
but still every day i pray for change.